Together in Pasta Salad: the Integrity of the Team
The morning of the air force challenge, I woke up a bit tired (it was still dark out!) feeling really excited about our day. We’d be preparing food for 300 men and women stationed out of Nellis Air Force Base, and we’d be working all together, as a team. Preeti and I both had catering experience, which seemed advantageous for the challenge where we were cooking for the Air Force. As a group, we had planned a strong lunch buffet with plenty of variety for the military crowd.
I quickly realized that we were actually cooking for the judges, not the service men and women. Turns out this was a team competition, whatever that means, not a team-building exercise, and even though we did well as a team, one soldier–or, chef, got left behind anyway.
Before seeing any of the products we’d be working with, the group decided that the Preeti and I would prepare a cold salad of some sort to round out the rest of the menu on what would likely be another blistering Las Vegas day. Upon arrival in the base’s kitchen, however, we found the quality of ingredients to be very low. A tricky hurdle to jump, when you’ve planned to make a cold salad. Although pasta salad seemed like a good choice initially, the pasta itself was so generic that it lost its shape and looked more like wrinkled rectangles than bow ties in our finished dish.
We were competing for Top Chef and had just made shapeless pasta salad. I was embarrassed. And Preeti was a total team player through all of this. As I was growing increasingly doubtful, she pointed out how well-suited our dish was for the time of day, location and weather. We could be thankful for at least one thing: at least we weren’t serving hot bowls of clam chowder in that heat.
Ultimately, we served happy guests, too. One woman even asked to take leftover pasta salad back to her bunker. But despite this warm reception on the buffet line, Preeti and I were fairly ready for what came next; we were both called to judge’s table in the bottom three. On the one hand, we got feedback on our food, which never happens when you coast through in the middle. On the other hand, it was brutal for both of us. The judges asked us over and over, “Who decided to make the pasta salad?” They became infuriated because they wanted someone to point the finger. We had agreed before deliberation that we would stick together, no matter what, and claim equal responsibility, and this became increasingly difficult when the judges threatened to send us both home. But we stood our ground, still feeling strongly united. I would have been okay going home for that pasta salad, because it was half my dish and I’m more concerned with maintaining some integrity, than with winning this thing, no holds barred. I’d just served 300 soldiers a well rounded meal, after all, which is no small feat. I had plenty to be proud of.
My first experience in the bottom three reminds me of the story of Edmund Hillary and the sherpa, Tenzing Norgay, the first men to climb Everest. Though they were asked who reached the summit first, neither would say who was first because of how intrinsically collaborative the act of climbing is. The matter of who reached the top first is an irrelevant detail as both men relied equally upon one another for the duration of the climb.
Preeti and I didn’t climb Everest, but this elimination challenge felt similarly cooperative. Neither contributed more or less because neither of us could have individually prepared that pasta salad for 300 people in the alotted four hours. It was absolutely a joint effort. And I’ll have you know, we’ve discussed the potential for a pasta salad cookbook.
That challenge just goes to prove what that show is all about. Every season, that show has grown increasingly arrogant. Those judges are, quite frankly, complete assholes. Talk about EGO!!!! My god, I would never survive doing that. I wanted to deck Collicchio, he’s a complete jerk. The fact that you went on camera and said you felt overwhelmed or intimidated just goes to show you are not an ego-driven persona. You cook from your heart, to make people happy, obviously not a prerequisite to be on that show. If being a rock star chef means cooking just to show the world how good you are, I’ll have no part of it. You made those soldiers happy, which is what our profession is all about. This business has gone in a new direction, and I don’t like it. When did cooking become about celebrity instead of making people happy? I’ve grown to hate this business. Here in Philly, it’s bad. If you’re not in that little ‘private club’ of ego-centric gastronomes, you’re nothing. My – our – passion comes from within, and such a quality cannot be shown on the cover of a magazine or on a tv screen. Let them go for fame – don’t ever stop cooking from your heart. The sad thing is shows like this act as a stimulus for young chefs looking for direction in their lives. It’s very sad to see such talented people cook for fame rather than the guest. If you need your ego fed to such an extreme, you have inner issues far greater than the sum of your talent. You don’t – and THAT is what makes you such an awesome chef, Laurine!
Another well-thought-out and well-written blog article, Laurine! Hang onto that integrity, Laurine….it will get you further in what really matters in life than a fancy, chamancy pork belly!!!
Laurine is officially voted person I’d most prefer to be sent to the principal’s office with!
I agree with the above comments~ they are looking for DRAMA and CUT THROAT behavior because it will make for good TV, not for what mattered in the BIG PICTURE… Teamwork to serve the the US Airmen… I totally respect your loyalty to Preeti. You go girl!
Of course the guys who cooked the whole slab of bacon would win. Not a fair challenge at all. Glad you weren’t cut.
Your pasta salad looked way better than that other dude’s ‘Greek’ salad.
What’s with the elimination of three women in a row???
Your soldarity, I fear, doesn’t sit well with Cesaer Colicchio and his iron, meat loving fists! Viva la revolucion!
Laurine, how much is the fine if you reveal who wins?
How cool to see you on Top Chef – I used to work at Dolby and adored Left Coast! I still dream about the Niman ranch burger (BEST burger I’ve ever had) with extra pickles (I could eat a bucket of them), the quesadillas, the summer corn salad, the beets, the cookies, and I could go on… It’s refreshing to see someone on one of these shows with so much integrity and who is so down to earth. I wish you the best of luck. I’ll be rooting hard for you!
P.S. Don’t forget it’s a competition – you deserve to win!
I read on your site that you have Italian roots. What part of Italy is your family from? I am rooting for you!